Hi.
Sorry I haven't spoken in awhile. Nothing, absolutely nothing is going on with me. There's a distinct lack of jobs to be had right now, and what there is have mostly rejected me. I don't hold much hope that there's an end to this.
I'm trying to stay away from the darker thoughts and keep myself busy, but that's hard, too. There's only so many times you can scrub the house clean before it doesn't need you.
I'm trying to hang on and believe there's light at the end of the tunnel, but right now I don't see it and it's making my fibro worse. It hasn't been this bad since after I was diagnosed. I'm in nearly constant pain, I drop off to sleep at the drop of a hat, and my brain barely works most days. I'm trying desperately to stick to my GF diet, but even that's not going well.
It's never been so hard to hope that something will change.
Ta,
Bec
