Yeah, I didn't have the biopsy yesterday. I have to be off my medication for at least two weeks or it screws up the test (and no one really wants me to go through this twice.) So it's been postponed till the 29th. I have to flare in order to have a good result.
Stopping my medication to see if my symptoms get worse...OMG. Are we back in summer 2008 all over again? I am getting deja vu.
I don't have a mild case of LS anymore, either-I'm definitely in the high-medium to severe category for this. She kind of sort of mentioned that I may have to have surgery to get back some of the stuff that's currently gone under a layer of skin and scarring (she could find it under the skin layer, but that particular bit shouldn't be under a skin layer.) And -newsflash- I'm weird-apparently I'm one of the youngest people she's treating for this. Yippee.
I thought I was alright but apparently things are a little worse than I had thought they were...and part of it is my fault. I did go off my medication for an extended period in there when I should have been attentive and seeing someone for all this.
But that's happened, it's past, and now I have to deal with the problems that are cropping up now. No use crying over my scarred, white, miserable hide.
So I wait. Again.
Doing inventory. Gotta get back to it. I want to finish this today.
Ta,
Bec
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