So far today I have:
Listened to the voicemail on the phone and realized my grandmother called on my birthday not to give me happy returns, but to tell me she didn't feel well. Nice.
Found out one of the jobs I applied for doesn't want me. Not Rhinelander. Never Rhinelander. They still haven't gotten back to me.
Found out someone I know is getting married. Sigh.
Tried to plant my new herb garden (in an attempt to make myself feel better) and found out the "potting soil" wasn't potting soil at all, but insect something or other that Dad bagged up last year and forgot about. Why am I not surprised?
All in all, enough to send me off to the doldrums again, which I got out of over the weekend and promptly dropped right back into today. The birthday high is over. Welcome back to, "Stagnating and You!"
Yes, I am spinning my wheels. Yes, I am sick of spinning my wheels. I want out of here. I want a job. I want my own place where I can find my damned looseleaf tea without having to tear apart half the things I own to FIND the looseleaf tea (I have no clue where to look for the stuff now. I suspect that it might be gone. I have another place or two to check.)
Sigh.
Sorry about this. I'll pick myself up soon enough. I think maybe I'll watch something tonight to shake off this thing. Don't know what. Sherlock probably (oh predictable me and my predictable ways...)
Ta,
Bec
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